Time's are changing

MEOW,
This is the first time I've blogged in 4-5 years. So what am I supposed to do? Just pour my feelings out onto this? Ok here it goes.
I've been packing lately and nothing seems to be going away, even though I feel like I have already overpacked. I have so much stuff that it overwhelms me like crazy. I should have started sooner, but this moving away to college thing scares me. I've been putting off packing for three months now, which was when my mom first told me to start packing. It went from "Mom, I still have three months" to "Mom, I still have two whole months." "I still have...wait I only have two weeks!!" My dad and sister have given me a deadline for packing too; I need to finish by Saturday evening so my sister and I can switch rooms on Sunday. It sucks. Most people can just pack what they need, do some tidying up, and then leave everything. I need to pack EVERYTHING. My sister doesn't even want to give me the closet that's in the living room. She wants to take over everything. Enough on this packing thing.
I'm sort of scared to go to college. I think I am ready to leave my parents because the last time my parents and I got into an argument, I said to myself that I'm so happy to get away from them...but am I really ready? Probably not.
RAWR