I've been feeling sort of depressed lately. Maybe depressed is too strong of a word, more like down in the dumps. I find myself really missing the people I used to hang out with on a day to day basis. I feel like I don't have a support system here at UCI, or at least not yet. In high school, all the people I usually spent time with cared about me, and I knew it. Here, I feel like no one truly cares about me. I have no one to give me a random hug (mainly Jessica and Mabel) and no one to just laugh carelessly with. I'm feeling very homesick. I talked to my mom on the phone today, and although I told her I did not want her to come down to Irvine for Columbus day weekend, I began to cry as I told her goodbye. I am feeling a little bit better now, but that doesn't mean I don't miss everybody. If you're reading this, anyone, give me a call. I think I need it.
Today I missed Jiu Jitsu because I felt like I had no energy. I missed my first class today. I don't want to start falling behind in my classes and school work. My first midterm and first big paper is coming up. I'm nervous. I hope I will do well.
Do you believe in me? I'm trying.
1 comment:
Don't drop things. Take control. Be happy. I'm here for you. Forget about the distance, trust your instincts. You KNOW you have a support system, although it may not be in close proximity. I really miss you and want to visit, but my inability to drive won't permit to do so.
Cheer up and drink something from a teaPOOHt, and go find a POOHlice car to chase. I hope that caused at least a smirk, maybe a smile, maybe a laugh, maybe a LOL, maybe a LMAO? just maybe?
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