It's only two weeks into the new year and I've already broken some of my new year's resolutions. For example, I have already skipped one class (and ALL of my discussions), and I also haven't started running yet. Looks like my goal of running a marathon has been put on the back burner. I guess I just have zero motivation.
But I'm starting to become a fatty, so maybe I'll run just to be fit.
On another note, it's sad when you think you're over it but you realize that you're not at all. I've been having inklings that I've been dreaming about him because when I would wake up, he would be on my mind. But today, those inklings have been confirmed. Since I only slept for 5 hours, I woke up to my alarm during REM which is when most dreams happen. The dream was so real...
It just sucks that I'm not getting over it because my unconscious...honestly, it isn't letting me...
I'm just waiting...just waiting for that day that everyone hopes to wake up to after a long break up: the day where I realize that I'm fine.
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