Stronger

One year later and I have still come to the same conclusion: I deserve better.

Why can't I follow through?
How can I be stronger?

I need to do some soul-searching and find myself. I need focus on myself to find what makes me happy. I want to be my own person. I want to be okay with being by myself. I want to be able to depend on me, and not need someone else to tell me that everything will be alright. I need to believe in myself.


I am so grateful for all of my friends. They are truly what keeps me going. They keep me strong.

I never take my friends for granted, but it was not until recently that I realized how much they care for me and how much I really depend on them to support me. Just knowing that my friends will always be there to listen to me and lend me a shoulder to cry on makes me feel 100x better.

I love my friends. I seriously have the most amazing friends in the world.